Friends

I am wondering why i myself didnt contact with you gurls.

i dont realise it at first.

we just contact through sms. or sometimes fw msg.

but we didnt call each other.

firstly i thought i was too busy with my school life and no time to contact you all.

but actually it's not.

because

i scared my tears will burst out once i hear their voice. serious.

yes. i am a cry baby.

i can resist the changes in my life. i didnt cry during the first week in negeri sembilan. didnt.

new school. new condition. new life. yes,im strong enough to resist.

but. i cant stand im leaving my friends. i cant imagine im far apart from them.

they are the one who kno what i likes and hates. then kno me well. they understand me. and i love them.

yes,they are part of my life.

i scared to call them. especially her.

until. until there's a month after. i think i can stand for that.

i called them.

peysien. yiqian. ailan. chishin. (sorry huileng i didnt call you. as you kno you're 012! lol)

hell yeah i can stand for it! overcome the fear in my heart.

and after that i often call them!!!!

i call them whenever i feel free. whenever there's sth that i wanna share with them. =)

love chatting with them. love to listen their schooling life. love to kno whats happening around them.

friendship is important for me.

i share everything i kno with them. everything. there's no secret among us. and. i hate people who lie.

i appreciate the time being with you gurls.

i love them.

will call them more often after my mid-sem holiday :)

heart,

kahkah